Heartdown

Gosh, I felt so annoyed and freaking bothered today. It was a long time since I have this feeling, and I really hate it a lot. My heart feels heavy and I just can't seem to calm myself down. It was a terrible experience and now, I can finally understand how she felt almost everyday, the unheard whispers and the loud laughter, in which you're not part of it. Twas a sad and uncool tale.

I hope we can all stop this once and for all. I can't promise that I will not judge, but please stop doing all these unkind things and your attitudes really pissed me off greatly. And I don't get angry easily, I might add.

On a lighter note, examinations will be arriving soon, next week. And while I'm weighed down by all these things which put my heart at unrest, I cannot focus on my studies. I really want to have a good chat with my friends. I miss them, although I just saw them a few days ago. But this kind of emotional distance, looking at other people who have their good friends with them daily, make me feel really down. I really hope to see y'all. But I won't disturb y'all just yet. Let's work hard together and create wonderful miracles. At least y'all are having great fun with your class ^^